sometimes....i get a little lonely

i lost my erection when he pulled me down on top of him
and held me tightly against himself.
i lost my erection because that moment of intimacy was what
i was looking for and needed.
the intimacy of being inside him is beautiful.
but the intimacy of being held by him was better.
that's what i wanted.
that's what i needed.
and for a brief time i had it...